43 minAlcohol
He checked into rehab hours before his wife found out what he did
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A belt was around his neck when the bathroom pole broke
The Love Island cast member on cocaine, Adderall, alcohol and the moment he watched himself on national TV.
Cormac is Irish-born, a fitness coach and model, and a former Love Island USA cast member. He is close to four years sober.
His last drink was at his brother's wedding in Australia, months after losing his father. Cocaine, Adderall and alcohol dropped his weight to a hundred and sixty-two pounds. The suicidal thoughts started at twenty-one.
He watched himself on national television and did not like the person he had become. That was the beginning of the way back.
